Thursday, June 4, 2009
Day 32 - got up extra early
Another 12 minutes communicated
I got up extra early this morning because my son was having belly pain, and I couldn't go back to sleep. It was 5:30 am when I got up this morning. With the soft light from the rising sun pouring through the window, I sent the Universal Love. After I was done I tried to get on this blog but our Internet went down - so now I am "thumbing" these words into my I-phone. My mind, although somewhat tired, feels wide awake. Sleep seems less important to me. I would rather be feeling Reiki/Universal Love flow through my hands, rather than sleep. I will probably get tired later, but for now, I feel good.
I got six ULFEE books yesterday, and sent one to a friend, and began to load another one with more names, photos, and intentions. So this morning, it is filled up a little more. I need to practice the "total sweeping release" on each long exhale a lot more. M
y mind follows my in-breath in expansion and immersion with the Universe, and I completely release, relax, and allow the Energy to flow through my hands on each exhale. I keep breathing and reminding myself that this is not about me. It is about Love and only Love.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Day 31 - my heart is smiling
The momentum continues
I am grateful and glad beyond belief, beyond description, for this daily practice. I sent another 12 "minutes" (it usually ends up being more) of Universal Energy into the Exchange this morning. My favorite thing to do is sit in this green chair I'm in, with a quiet house and my sleeping family all around me. It feels absolutely divine. Can't think of much to say, except that I am all juiced up with Love and Bliss for the day!
Yesterday was a day inside, at home, with my family. Today I venture out again to Kansas City world.
I am grateful and glad beyond belief, beyond description, for this daily practice. I sent another 12 "minutes" (it usually ends up being more) of Universal Energy into the Exchange this morning. My favorite thing to do is sit in this green chair I'm in, with a quiet house and my sleeping family all around me. It feels absolutely divine. Can't think of much to say, except that I am all juiced up with Love and Bliss for the day!
Yesterday was a day inside, at home, with my family. Today I venture out again to Kansas City world.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Day 30 - Fourth session of the day
Whew....
Did that feel good. Practice makes perfect, eh? Today has been a rainy day in beautiful, green Lawrence Kansas - and I have enjoyed a day at home with the whole tribe.
I have really been practicing the art of completely letting go, totally relaxing, on each exhale - to the point where I can let go of my body completely and just feel the Love flowing through me. I breathe in, I open, expand, and pull my heart up into the Divine. I breathe out, and direct the Deluge of Love through my hands - and into all the photos, or names, and or intentions of everyone who is now, or ever will be contained in this book. The Love reaches like a rainbow over time to reach all the future members within this Exchange, and it reaches them now, because there is only one now, and now is eternal.
I also get a strong sense what an incredibly long marathon this is. 12 years! 12 years! Wow, I am going to do this every day for 12 years!
As I channeled the Universal Love, I got a sense of how many days that is, and I felt an energetic connection between every 12 minute session in the next 12 years, all spiraling and spinning upon the infinity of now.
I'm happy!
Day 30 - Reflections after thirty days
:) Sent the Reiki~Love~Life-Force Energy again :)
It feels like just one day has passed. I look back on the last thirty days, and it feels like no time has passed at all. I experienced some emotional challenges around day 20, but then that little storm cleared up really fast.
Re-affirming my goal
I now re-affirm my goal and purpose for this long-term endeavor: to lose myself in the cascading Flow of Universal Love. Enlightenment. Spiritual Awakening. To serve humanity in the greatest way I can. To tangibly and vibrationally love our Mother Earth. To send Love through the Great Masters of All Religions - into the heart of the Divine.
I feel a calm come over me.
Today, I am feeling a Transcendent Calm come over me. Something very subtle has shifted within my consciousness. I am beginning to realize that nothing at all really matters but my decision to Love with as much abandon and surrender as I can. At the end of my days, it won't matter how much money I have, the things I own - what will matter - in fact the only thing that will matter at all - is how well did I love? Did I step up to the plate and Love with all I have? Did I do my best in giving Love?
Also, I am realizing that my thoughts don't matter too much at all. Millions of them come and go, and none of them really matter at all. Nor do my emotions matter a whole lot. They all are like clouds floating by.
In 12 years, there are 144 months. I have 143 to go.
Day 30 - I am not the body, mind, or thoughts
Sent the Love
Breathing in - all the way in - I consciously open my cells and atoms. Breathing out - all the way out - I step into the Flow of Transcendent Love. I breathe deeply and continuously, and flood this Love into the Quantum Unified Field for another 12 minutes.
It is a great thing to begin to realize
That I am not my mind, body, or thoughts - I am the pure freshness of Love flowing through them. Everything I do, all my experiences in life, from my marriage to my children, is to help me see that I am not my story. I am not my dramas. I am not my mistakes. I am not my failures, and I am not my successes. The thoughts that come and go, are not who I am. The feelings that come and go, are not who I am.
I am the Love beyond all thoughts, all feelings, all forms, all names.
Breathing in - all the way in - I consciously open my cells and atoms. Breathing out - all the way out - I step into the Flow of Transcendent Love. I breathe deeply and continuously, and flood this Love into the Quantum Unified Field for another 12 minutes.
It is a great thing to begin to realize
That I am not my mind, body, or thoughts - I am the pure freshness of Love flowing through them. Everything I do, all my experiences in life, from my marriage to my children, is to help me see that I am not my story. I am not my dramas. I am not my mistakes. I am not my failures, and I am not my successes. The thoughts that come and go, are not who I am. The feelings that come and go, are not who I am.
I am the Love beyond all thoughts, all feelings, all forms, all names.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Day 29 - my tingling hands
A busy day
I had a pretty busy day today. In my day job as a lawyer, I had two jammed together court appearances this morning, and one this afternoon. It felt like I was a pinball walking back and forth in the fast-up-and-coming summer heat.
My hands
I can feel them tingling more and more from the cumulative Energy and Universal Love I am running through them. My session this morning was at around 6:15 am, and my afternoon session was around 12:30. I am so honored and privileged to join with so many millions of other people on a psychic, spiritual level, and send this Energy into the world. It is good, clear, healing, powerful Love we are sending into the world. I re-affirm my commitment, daily, to bathe the photos, intentions, and names of others in Universal, Ecstatic, Blissful, Healing Energy and Love!
My life,
is defined and transformed
by my decision to
unfold
The Magnificent Love
and let it
flow
free.
I had a pretty busy day today. In my day job as a lawyer, I had two jammed together court appearances this morning, and one this afternoon. It felt like I was a pinball walking back and forth in the fast-up-and-coming summer heat.
My hands
I can feel them tingling more and more from the cumulative Energy and Universal Love I am running through them. My session this morning was at around 6:15 am, and my afternoon session was around 12:30. I am so honored and privileged to join with so many millions of other people on a psychic, spiritual level, and send this Energy into the world. It is good, clear, healing, powerful Love we are sending into the world. I re-affirm my commitment, daily, to bathe the photos, intentions, and names of others in Universal, Ecstatic, Blissful, Healing Energy and Love!
My life,
is defined and transformed
by my decision to
unfold
The Magnificent Love
and let it
flow
free.
Day 29 - a great Monday
On this beautiful Monday morning, I got up early again and sait in this wonderful green chair and sent the Love~Energy. It is a very, very refreshing and awesome way to start my day. I wanted to get up early, because I have to get to one court early so I have time get to another court on time. I am going to have a rush of a morning, and then it will slow down later.
I had a really full weekend with my wife and four kids. Lots and lots and lots of activity and energy and... and... and... there is always an and....
I am so grateful for my family, for my beautiful wife who puts up with my quirky and freaky nature... for my eccentric and wild and funny and artistic and loud and "Kramer" like son, Andrew.... for my serious, funny, sweet, competitive, contemplative, heavy as a brick son, Sky... for my stepdaughter Sorin who is quirky and sweet and funny and loves movies... for my stepson Liam who is mysterious, quiet, a squeal of joy, and with a big smile... and for Amelie... my dear one, who I have YET to get to know... "DEAR UNIVERSE... thanks for putting me here. I'm having fun... help me not take things so seriously and laugh a lot more."
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