Day 138 - Feeling better

Communicated the Reiki for another 12 minutes
This past 5 days since I returned have been really rough on my mind and body, but today, I am feeling better than I have in a long time. It feels really good. I just sat on my red sofa and had a great session of sending the Universal Love/Reiki. All my sessions this week have been in a state of mental and physical exhaustion, but I did it anyway. We are going through a lot of changes in dynamic/equilibrium at home. With the addition of our new child, there are now a host of new emotional issues that have arisen with the rest of our children. But in the end, it is all good.

I have been feeling the need to make some serious changes in my daily routine, clean out clutter, clean out my thinking, change my thoughts, meditate more, eat better. I was a ball of stress leading up to our Ethiopia trip, and now it is time to settle into a normal routine. With no big leaps over the Atlantic Ocean coming up anytime soon, I can calm myself down!

I am moving my office Nov. 1, so I can be closer to home. At first, I was freaked out about the prospect of moving, but now it feels really good.

I am sticking with this process of sending Love every day for 12 minutes. I am sticking with it like glue!

Day 135, 136, 137

Sending the Love every day
Every day I been continuing this practice of sending Reiki, yet I am going through a lot of fatigue, exhaustion, a bug, jetlag. A fast trip to Africa to get our daughter, and then coming back, has caused me to feel completely out of it. I am tired. I itch all over. I am recovering from a bug. It has been rough these past few days. The practice continues.

I am really happy to have our daughter home, but with it comes a host of new issues. Our 9 year old, Prasad, is now acting up in major ways because he is jealous of the attention she is getting. Tons of changes. I feel like completely cleaning out. Totally gutting my house of all clutter. Get rid of excess baggage in my mind and body.I want to feel like myself again!, and I will, it will just take time.

Day 123 to Day 134 - Ethiopia and Amelie

Communicated the Love every day of my wonderful Ethiopian trip.

I am so excited to be home, and have so much to say about the trip to Ethiopia, and my process. It was an incredibly enriching, beautiful experience. I am finally beginning to come out of my fog to where I can process it. Last night, the exhaustion of the trip hit me like a ton of bricks falling out of the sky. I thought I was literally going to come un-glued. After 9 hours of sleep, I feel better, but still feel really wiped out. I don't know how long it is going to take. But I am really happy to be home with this incredible soul.

To say that we adopted her, is true on the surface. On the deeper level of reality, she and the Universe, adopted.

When we got there, we were extremely wiped out from the trip. The Washington DC to Rome flight took about 7.5 hours, then we waited on the ground for about an hour for them to fill up the tank, and clean the toilets. Then the flight from Rome to Addis Ababa took about 5.5 hours. Overall a pretty fast trip.

Every day, except for the last two days, we took outings in the van. We saw Amelie for the first time on Saturday, September 5th. She was carried out by the nannies, and had her two fingers in her mouth (she uses them as a pacifier). She was wheezing from a chest cold, but we held her and she looked at us, and we spent probably an hour with her. On Sunday and Monday we visited, and then on Tuesday we took her for good.

I will post more at a later time, when I have been able to recover.

Day 122

I sent the Universal Love today
I am feeling much better in anticipation of going to Ethiopia. We leave for Chicago in the morning, and from there, we fly to Washington DC. Then Friday morning, we are off to Addis Ababa Ethiopia. I have done an enormous amount of personal healing in preparation for this amazing soul, Amelie, to enter our lives. This house is going to be a totally changed environment. It is going to be a wild ride!

I will now go to journaling to record this 12 year journey!

Onward

Upward

To Ethiopia we go!!!!!

Days 120, 121

Continuing to transmit the Universal Love!!!!

And in just two days, we take off!!!! Yeeehaw!

Day 118 and 119

I just transmitted Universal Life-Force Energy for about 20 minutes
And I did yesterday, too.

My lower back pain has come back, and the pain is centered in my right buttock muscle. This is the muscle that cradles the base of the spine. I have been throwing everything I have at this. Acupuncture on Friday. An adjustment earlier this week. Diluted hydrogen peroxide baths. Energy work. Drinking lots of water. Prayer. Meditation. Everything and anything I can do, I will do, to help my back heal so that I am in good health to go get my daughter in Ethiopia and bring her home.

Yesterday, I diluted about 4 cups of 3% H202 in a bath and soaked for about 20 minutes. Today, I diluted 6 cups of 3% H202 in a bath and soaked for about 30 minutes. Now, I am extremely energized mentally. I just meditated for a good 20 minutes and went deeper than I have gone in a long time. I feel over-energized really. The life force is bursting and blasting from my every cell. It has reduced my lower back pain but not reduced it. I am feeling fantastic and alive, and in pain at the same time. I know, know, know - that the source of this lower back pain is childhood tauma and abuse I went through. I have been doing a lot of healing this year, it has been a whopper so far. And I know I have alot more to go. I am not as anxious and frightened about traveling to Ethiopia - wow - we leave in just 4 days! My God! This is amazing. Another super-duper long flight. All in all - we are going to take off and land 8 times. I am so looking forward to seeing this baby girl of ours, and I am so looking forward to landing in Kansas City on the 12th of September, too!

Day 116 and 117

I sent the Universal Love yesterday and today.
All is well and all is good. Wish I could write more, but I have a lot going on in preparing for our trip!