Speaking

Speaking. The act of words coming out of my mouth as sound. Today, I am practicing silence much more, and only speaking if my words will serve the Goddess/Divine Love/Light/Joy/Bliss in this house, or if I am directly spoken to, and then my answers will be short and simple.

I have noticed that talking can be very compulsive for me. There are so many times that I talk, just to talk, when really there is no purpose to my words. I am realizing what a compulsive habit it is.

I want to bring more silence into this house, because there is enough noise.

I want to be a carrier of silence, and in that silence, may the energy of service be conveyed, the energy of love, devotion, self-sacrifice, giving, surrendering, yielding, letting-go, offering, work, smiles, peace....

I can totally feel that my role in this house, in my marriage, in my world, and how I view myself is completely changing... and I really enjoy that.

Since I am in the middle of this transformation... I don't see the whole thing very clearly yet.