Day 89 - deep clarity

Transmitted the Love

I have been home for the past two days - work is slow - and I am experiencing a deep and wonderful feeling of clarity. Yesterday, I felt a lot of "cabin fever" and that melted into this feeling of clarity later in the day. Now, I am sitting, typing, and witnessing my two boys play cars and talk a lot. This morning, I sat on our bed and gave the Reiki~Universal Love into this Exchange. Something incredibly beautiful happens to me when I place my hands on this book, breathe deeply, and pour Love into all the names and photographs contained within it. It feels like I step out of body-awareness, and I step into oneness-awareness. I am finding myself smiling a lot more. I am feeling more in tune with the Great Masters of Love - known and unknown - from all times and dimensions. I want more! I want to go deeper. I want to feel the Universal Wind blowing through every cell and atom of my body - laughingly revealing to me the folly of this dream!

Breathing IN: I am Infinite Love.

Breathing OUT: I unconditionally Love myself.

I keep breathing in and out, going into the energy within my cells, atoms, and deeper - and my heart opens

like a flower.

Day 88 - YES, Amelie is a Peebles

YES!

Amelie became a Peebles today!

Day 88 - Ahhhhhhh

Communicated the Reiki~Love~Light~Bliss

Every cell and atom of my body is tingling with the Ecstatic Surge of Love. I just finished transmitting the Love/Reiki into my book, and I am feeling very, VERY good. My mind is clear. My hands tingling. My spine is tingling. I have a smile opened wide in my heart. This Love, this clear Love, this Energy, this Universal Nectar, this River, may it flow through me on even deeper levels. May I, myself, disappear in this flow. Please. This is my prayer. Where once you looked and saw my body, may you see only Light. It may take me 12 years or 20 years, or 20 lifetimes, but my fervant prayer is to disappear into the Ecstasy of Light, the Bliss of Love.

Today is THE day

May we hear positive news from Ethiopia! Whatever happened, has already happened. Is Amelie a Peebles? Is she?

Day 87

Gave the Unconditional Love

Focusing on only Love,

I am free.

Giving only Love

I am free

Being only Love

I am free.

In the Beingness of Love sprouts and blossoms an infinitude of joyous dimensions more beautiful than our human eyes could ever be able to witness.

Let me be the sacred witness to all that unfolds today. Let me watch all my thoughts with unconditional Love - let me be awake in unconditional Love - let me give unconditional Love with every breath I take.

Day 86 - hanging in there

Gave the Universal Love

After I drover down 71 highway to the Cass County Missouri Circuit Court for a routine court appearance - I drove back to my office and channeled Universal Divine Love into this Exchange. Imagine that - a lawyer Divine Lover! If my clients only knew... haha. It was a beautiful, warm, heart opening session for sure.

A lot going on

I have a lot of internal stuff going on - I still feel this army of cranky-bots swarming in around my brain like a swarm of flies - yet - there is this incredible feeling, this joy arising. I am being cleaned out by the presence of this Love I am directing through myself and into this Exchange. My soul is smiling big time, because I know that in Love I find my real identity. Love is eternal - crankiness is temporary.

Ego loves passing fancies

Most everything I have done - most all my past projects - all ended up as passing fancies. My ego loves that. The ego loves to sample, taste, try, go on to the next thing, and continue to sample, taste, and try a bunch of other things. But the ego hates commitment. Now that I have sent a huge signal to my internal environment that this is a commitment - my ego is getting rebellious. Whatever! I am going forward with this regardless - and I am calling on all the beautiful masters, poets, and avatars of Love to hang with me in this process. It is uncomfortable, all these feelings and crankiness, but I feel the swell of joy underneath.

Not about me

If I keep this not about me, I am much, much happier!

Giving ten dollars

I donated 10 dollars to www.smallcanbebig.com which is a website where you can give small donations to help struggling families get through hard times. It felt really good, and acted as a boost in prosperity for me.

Day 85 - weird mixture

Gave the Love twice today

I am feeling a mixture of crankiness and joy - and I have a theory. My ego, the king of all things cranky and irritable, is really beginning to rebel at all this "giving the unconditional Love" stuff, and I am feeling an internal rebellion. Because when I stop and just be, I feel a beautiful clarity, a joy, and an uplifiting of my energy field. So I am cranky and joyous - how bout that? I am feeling so amazing when I give the Love - my hands and heart and being totally open up. Then afterward, once I get back into the normal zone, that lower, egoic part of me, gets all cranky and irritable. Whaaaaa! Whaaaaa! Whaaaaaa! (Smile) Plus I am feeling dizzy lately - don't know what that one's all about.

Three more days till Court!

Yippee! Can't wait. Time seems to stand still. It feels like it should be Thursday but its only Monday. I really hope we sail through Court. Amelie - hold onto yer hat girl - your about to join a strange clan indeed!

Day 84

Gave the Reiki
I am feeling cooked by the Love flowing through me - cooked in a good way - the heat bringing up and roasting all the stuff that no longer serve me - and nourishing and nurturing all the stuff that does serve me. I am so glad to be able to give the Love every day. 84 days in a row - at least 12 minutes a day - I have sat and communicated the Universal Love through my heart and hands and into this Exchange. Yet, there is an old, schmeigel (from the Lord of the Rings) part of me, my ego, that protests often and loudly. I respond to his crankiness by just continuing to give the Love - day in and day out - again and again and again!

4 days
On the 30th, we will find out of our little Amelie passes through the court system in Ethiopia and becomes a Peebles. We hope and pray and affirm that all goes very smooth on Thursday! Then it will be "all systems go" and we will crank into high gear in planning to travel.

Divine Love!
Awaken!
Flow!
Burn my illusions
Away!

Day 83 - I want to stay in the state of Love today

Dropped into Oneness and communed the Love

We are getting our house roofed for the past few days, and we were surprized when they showed up and started pounding on the roof at 7:00 a.m. It was shaking our bed. So we couldn't sleep in this morning, which is okay because I slept really good last night.

I pray for the awakening of the highest vibration of Love,

for the flow of that Love

for the dissolution of my illusion of separation.

Help me, Oh Divine Love, to remember that I am You

that created me. Perfect Love can only create Perfect Love.

I want to stay in the state of Being that I drop into when I transmit the Reiki. I breathe open my cells and look inside them, I stretch open my atoms and take a swan dive into there open spaces.

From this space, I realize my oneness with humanity, with the soil, the leaves, the blades of grass, the air, the water, the bark on the trees - I merge - and from within this Oneness, I commune the Love, the pure Love that has no agenda, no political party, nothing to gain and nothing to lose. I commune the Love into all, from within all, contained in this Universal Life Force Energy Exchange. May this Energy wrap and enfold and create smiles on the faces and in the hearts of others.

May we realize how magnificently powerful and awe-inspiring our Love really is to create miracles in the lives of others. May we realize that our consciousness is bigger than the earth, bigger than the solar system, bigger than the galaxy. May we realize that as as drop of Love in the torrential downpour of Love, we are One with each other.

You are a raindrop.

I am a raindrop.

We are the same.

Day 82 - I don't "send" anything

Communed the Universal Love
Okay, I am getting sick of saying "I sent the Love" because I am really awakening to a deep and abiding truth that on the level of oneness, deep down in my cells, atoms and deeper, I am not "sending" Love like I would send a letter or send an email message. I am deeply communing in the Oneness of Love.

When I place my hands around my own ULFEE book and breathe open my inner awareness to the Presence of Universal Energy and Love - I can feel my hands hum and tingle - and I feel a deep, joyous oneness with everyone in it. From this deep place of Oneness, I communicate this Love. It is an indescribable feeling of Joy.

I drop down into a state of being where I am not a physical body, but waves of light, information, and consciousness. And the beautiful smiling souls that I am "communicating the Reiki" to, are also waves of light, information, and consciousness. I step into a very beautiful, loving state when I communicate the Reiki through my hands. But I don't "send" the Love - I commune the Love for the awakening of health, joy, bliss, freedom, and abundance of everyone contained in this Energy Field.

Matrix Energetics
This book I am reading by the above title, is really freaky, weird, crazy, and absolutely fascinating. It is opening up my mind in wonderful ways!! I am almost finished.

Day 81

I transmitted the healing Reiki Energy today
I am without words.... but happy.

Day 80

Communicated the Universal Love
I am grateful for this practice, because yesterday a rush of painful emotions came out of me, and I am just now becoming re-centered in the flow of Love. Recently, I put pictures of myself as a young child in the Reiki Pages of my book, and I truly believe that Reiki~Universal Love travels to the core of what ails us, and helps to bring about a transcendence and a healing that is deep and permanent. When Love is introduced into a system - transencendent Love - then all that isn't Love must come to the surface and be healed.

I am deeply honored and grateful to send this Love every day, to communicate this Energy, it is such a blessing.

More later... time for another session.

Day 79 - Ecstatic Joy of Universal Love

Communed the Love
I am not this body - I am Love. I am not these thoughts - I am the Freedom behind and within them. I communicated the Love again this morning, and more and more I am slowly - just like a flower opening to the Sunshine - realizing that I am Consciousness.

My deepest prayer is that this Love - this Reiki - will be felt and communicated through the higher selves of everyone in my book, and everyone in everyone else's book - through their cells and atoms, for their highest and greatest good.

The direct result of channeling Unconditional Love is the awakening of the beauty and wonderful magnificence of the soul.

This Exchange is going to Mother India

I am ecstatic that I am going to ship my book to Bangalore, India. This is exciting. It will now be in three countries! Yippee!

Day 78 - ONENESS

Stepped into Oneness and commune-icated the Love
I transmitted the Vibration of Love into this Exchange twice today, and I am feeling fantastic. For the past 24 hours I have eaten nothing but brown rice, so as to clear up my energy channels and enable me to feel this Energy flowing through me more. And I do. I feel it tingling my forehead, my hands, and I feel my heart throbbing with the Juices of Divine Love. Tears easily come to me today, as I seek to surrender even more to this Vibration, this River of Love flowing through me.

When I place my hands on this book, and channel Love into all contained here, I am beginning to awaken to the truth that there really isn't a body here at all. There are just waves of energy and information. As I breathe open my heart and send the Love, I am not really "sending" the Love - I am communing in Love - for I am ONE with, and ONE within, all contained in this Exchange, and all life everywhere. Every human being is inside every other human being. We are all the beat of each others heart.

Day 77

Sent the Love
Today, I re-affirm my commitment to BE~ing Love, to embodying Love, to channeling Love, to surrendering to the Ecstatic Flow of Love. I re-affirm my commitment to this process of COMMUNE-icating Love into all beings who are now, or will ever be contained in the pages of this Exchange - whom I am one with - every single day in a row for 12 years. I am 77 days into this journey, and I feel like I have gone through another valley. I can feel the Ecstatic Vibrations of this Love flowing through my hands much more powerfully. There are a lot of inner transformations going on within me.

If you take a journey into the beauty of your own eyes
into the wilderness of your own magnificent soul

you will come to a high mountain range
getting closer

you will find a river
that keeps on flowing and flowing
and flowing

this is the river of Love
of unbounded ecstatic joyous blissful
Love

that flows without care or compromise
or condition.

sit by that river
sit

and allow yourself to
be.

Day 76

Sent the Divine Love
This journey continues, even though uncomfortable feelings are being stirred up in my belly. The vibrational resonance of my belly is increasing, which is like a cool wind blowing into a dusty room - stirring it all up. I am witnessing and allowing all feelings, and all emotions, to simply be. In this way, they can be released.

On the Energy side of things - I am able to really feel it flowing through my hands in a more palpable way. It is absolutely wonderful. I feel so good in being able to feel this Energy flow through me, and even in these uncomfortable feelings and emotions getting stirred up - I still feel enormously joyous!!

I am also reading "Matrix Energetics" by Richard Bartlett, which is a really awesome read. It is really opening my mind!!

Much of my transformations are occurring on a level that is beyond the ability of words to describe it. Often times, when things feel uncomfortable, that is when the transformation is taking place.

Day 75 - I have stayed with this Rhythm

Second Session
I am feeling really wonderful right now, as I have repeated my conscious breath of Universal Love all day today - which made me really feel the Energy flow through my hands much more in this last session. May the Divine feel all this Love I extend with grace and joy into this Exchange!

Day 75 - My every breath

Sent the Love
Today, with my every deep inhaling breath, may my heart expand and rise and merge in oneness with all Love everywhere... and with my every long and smooth exhaling breath, may I rest and release into the vast, Infinite Freedom of my Being.

This is my goal, to stay with the circulating breath of Love all day today. When my mind wanders, may I bring it back to the breath, to the awareness of Love.

Put another way: I pull my heart up my spine like a thread into the Universe with my long inhaling breath.... and I tip the cup of my Being and flood that Love through my being on each exhaling breath. Again and again, all day long, may I stay with this Sacred Rhythm of Universal Love.

Day 74 - busy day

Sent the Universal River of Love into this Exchange
I did my Love-Transmission Session this morning because I knew that I was going to have a busy day. And I did. I had a lot of court jammed up one after the other today. It was a really busy day, and I am grateful that stayed centered in Love today.

I have been reading "Matrix Energetics" which is a really fascinating read so far!

Not much time to blog, except to say that I am thrilled about this journey. I got another order for my book, which I am even more thrilled to send out!

Day 73 - I am grateful for this Flow

The Sacred Love has been communicated once again into this Exchange
I sat on my red leather office sofa and transmitted the Reiki through my ever-opening heart and hands. This session was really effective at re-booting my heart and mind to the flow of this Love and Life-Force Energy. I have been going through feelings of floaty, witnessing detachment. It is like I am looking in through a clear window into my mind, heart, thoughts, feelings. So when I sat and transmitted the Love, I once again felt the clear River flow through my heart and hands. There is nothing more beautiful than the feeling of Transcendent Love, pure Love, flowing through me.

I want to thank, deeply thank, every person with whom I am transmitting this Reiki to. When I really go deep into how privileged and grateful I am to be sending this Energy every day, tears well up and flow down my face. I am so grateful to give Love. That is why I am here, and why we all are here. I quantumly pray that this Energy is received, felt, and integrated into the minds and hearts of all who are in this book - for their greatest happiness, bliss, and good.

Day 72 - The journey moves on

Sent the Reiki
Today, the Universal Love continues to flow. It continues to pour through my hands in waves upon waves of Ecstatic Light and Joy. I am grateful to continue sending the Love. My book is continuing to fill up.

Our new court date
We have a new court date now, July 30, in which our daughter in Ethiopia will hopefully become a member of our tribe!

Day 71 - my body is empty space

~Transmitted the Universal ~ Unconditional Love/Reiki~
It is Monday morning, and I have a busy week ahead of me. My schedule is packed, and we are waiting news of whether we can pass through court in Ethiopia tomorrow. So transmitting the Universal Winds of Love is a really beautiful way to start the week.

My body is empty space - how I open my consciousness
With each long in-breath, I imagine that my cells and atoms, and sub-nuclei open and expand.... and with each long out-breath, I drop my consciousness into that vast infinite space. I breathe and imagine in this way continuously, with no pause between my in and out breaths. If I feel dizzy or light-headed, I back off my breath. If I find my mind wandering, I come back to my breath, back to opening my cells and atoms, back to sinking into my beingness that exists eternally behind the curtain of my body.

Then I focus on my hands - I see their cells, atoms, and sub-nuclei opening and I see Universal Love effortlessly and gracefully flowing through them - into all the smiling, beautiful beings contained in this book, and into all life on this planet. My deepest prayer is that all beings contained here will feel pure, clear, unobstructed, unconditional Love flowing down through their minds and bodies. Just clear Love - that's it. The Universal Nectar of Joy that makes this Universe appear before us and within us.

And it is my unconditional commitment to communicate this Love every single day, and in doing this every day, in stepping into this Flow, my body's cells are blossoming, my heart is opening, and I feel fantastic.

Day 70 - onward and upward - let the roots of resolve grow deeper

Sent the Love
I woke up this morning with a feeling of inner quiet, inner solitude, bordering on sadness or melancholy. This is normal. I truly believe that Love is an enormously powerful force, and has a deeply cleansing effect on our minds and bodies. For me, now, this Love I am drawing through my mind and body is going to those places within me and causing a deep, profound healing to occur.

The ego protests the loudest right before the miracle occurs, and also, when the forces of the ego rise to ask us to quit our spiritual pilgrimage, the roots of our resolve to continue are going even deeper.

Continue, I will. I can hear that voice in me, that voice of the ego, that loves to be defeated and then to whine about it, telling me to stop this journey. Stop, I will not. My resolve is growing deeper, and deeper, and deeper.

I am feeling the Love, the Energy, humming and vibrating through my hands on deeper, more profound levels than before. This is really becoming an incredibly powerful process for me.

Amelie, Amelie, Amelie
We will know something Monday or Tuesday about whether we will travel to get her in August, or travel to get her in September, or travel to get her in November. If we have to wait until November, we are going to be very sad, indeed. This is a long day, and tomorrow will be a long, long day waiting for news from Ethiopia.

Day 69 - Longer Session

48 Minute Session
Wow... this was beyond words. My mind is blank in describing how deep I was able to get in this longer session. It was fabulous! When it was over, I came out to a chaotic situation with my kids. All is calm now, though!

Day 69 - The Smile of Universal Love

Transmitted the Universal Life-Force Energy
I am deeply honored to have added several new people to my book that I can now communicate the clear, pure Energy of Universal Love. This morning, I slept in, which was much needed. Then I sat in our bed and channeled the Love. This was a short session, about 12 to 14 minutes. Later today, I will do a longer Love-Transmission Meditation.

I reinforce my decision, my ultimate aim, to completely disappear in the Light of Love. To immerse myself so deeply in the Clear Flow of Life-Energy, that none of my personal identity, none of my ego remains. As long as it takes: I WILL DISAPPEAR into the FLOW OF LOVE! Every day, for at least 12 minutes, I feel this Love flowing through me. May it increase, and increase, and increase.

And may each person, each beautiful luminous being contained in this book, now feel all the Universal Love flowing through this Exchange. May each being feel the clear waters of Energy, Light, Joy, and Love flood their senses, flood their minds, flood their emotions, flood their relationships, and help awaken them to the Magnificence of Who You Are.

Walked three miles
I also walked three miles and breathed very deeply and communicated Universal Life-Force Energy with each step I took. It was a power walk. I walked three miles in about 45 minutes. I was sending pulses of Joy and Light to everyone. It was a very motivating, empowering walk through the high humidity of Kansas!

Day 68

Sent the Love
I am feeling a lot of old emotional stuff getting stirred up and cleared out. When we breathe open our hearts and reach our souls into the Divine, and then open ourselves to the flow of that Love, then all that isn't Love must come to the surface to be healed and released. I had some disturbing dreams last night, and woke up with splitting headache - partly because the fluid in my ear won't drain. It was also a crazy morning with our kids, so I wasn't able to do my Love - Transmission Meditation until around 11:00 a.m. After I sat and breathed and flooded the Reiki into my book of photos, names, and intentions, I find myself feeling very good. Happy. Clear.

All healing is self-healing. It all begins with me, with each of us individually, first. Then it extends outward. I am committed to healing all the old parts of myself that got thrown away into the ditch in the backyard of my mind. Love demands that I heal fully, so I can send the Love more clearly. And often times, I won't know what this Energy is doing. It just goes to those places in my mind, and does its work.

I am so honored and so grateful to put my whole being into sending this Love to others. As I love others unconditionally, I am loving myself unconditionally. As I extend this Energy to others, I extend it to myself. I am in my own book, so each session, I am sending it to myself. There is no such thing as healing alone. We all must heal and awaken, or none of us do. We are in this Quantum Boat together.

And I am grateful to be here with you.

Day 67 of 4,380 days of sending Love

~Transmitted the Love~
I just got to my office and sat for a good 15 or so minutes, and channeled the Universal Love into this worldwide Exchange. It felt absolutely wonderful. I now send this same sweet Love to all who read this blog.

Day 66

May the Love flowing through me be so Unbounded, so Unconditional, that it completely overwhelms my senses.

May I lose my separate identity in the surge of Ecstatic Love and Life-Energy cascading through my hands.

Day 66 - I am Divine Love (Ahum-Prema)

~Communicated the Unconditional Love of Reiki~

I am grateful, my heart overflowing with tears of pure joy, to be giving this Unconditional Love, this Universal Love, to all contained in my own book, and to all contained in all books. I send you this silent Love, that you may feel the Waterfall of Clear Light washing through the top of your heart...

Going down...

Deeper and deeper down...

Into your heart, hands, feet, cells, atoms,

And deeper.

All for your highest and greatest good. Unconditional, Silent, Pure Love - I am so grateful to breathe open my heart magically to the stars above and the heavens within, and to send this Energy, to commune~icate this Energy, to all within this Exchange.

I will most likely never personally meet most of you, yet my Quantum Activating Prayer is that this Love will impact your life in small, subtle, soft, and beautiful ways... helping you to realize how completely Loved you are, and how you are the Love Sublime... how you are free in the Infinite Love within your beating heart.

All men in this world, are my brothers. I love you like my own.

All women, my mothers and my sisters. You are my own!

All children, my children. I love you!

This is my world family. May we come to Love ourselves, to forgive ourselves, unconditionally - and joyously and graciously extend that Love to each other, unconditionally. May this Pure Love wrap each of us in blankets of joy and bliss!

Day 65 of Transmitting Love/Reiki

Transmitted the Reiki/Universal Love twice today
I am feeling extraordinarily alive, well, happy, joyous, free, connected, one, and blissful to have channeled the Universal, Unbounded, Unconditional Love & Life Force Energy into my book filled with a growing number of names and photographs. I slept later this morning, so I didn't get to my first session until around noon, and I just did another 24 minute session. I am still feeling the tingles and the vibrations from the Energy.

Pulse of Quantum Light
I am practicing sending balls of Quantum Light and Love in one instantaneous, ecstatic explosion into all beings in this Exchange. What I do, is breathe open my heart to the Divine Multiplicity of Universes, and then, as I am about to exhale, I see these balls of Light in my hands - and whooosh - the Love, Light, Joy, Energy gets instantly communicated and transmitted. It is like my heart is a diamond that shoots Light in all directions. My deepest, most sincere prayer is that this will always, ALWAYS be about Love, about making the Vibration of Pure, Unconditional, Naked, Transpersonal, Transcendent Love real in the world.

My every step of 144 miles
My 144 miles in 48 days has gotten off to a rocky start, but is picking up steam. I walked three miles last Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday - took Friday off - then Saturday, Sunday - took Monday off - and another three miles today. I will continue to walk three miles every day, with my deep intention that every step I take on each three mile journey will activate the Quantum Prayer for the:

release of Euna Lee and Laura Ling,

for the freedom of people in Iran and all across the world,

for my beautiful daughter Amelie,

for my family,

and for all contained int his Ecchange.


I decided just to continue on, and not start over. Instead, I will do longer "makeup walks" further down the line. I owe this pilgrimage three 5 mile walks later on. This is not about beating up on myself, but on walking my prayers for other people. Its about them!

The Universal Life-Force Energy Exchange is spreading
This Exchange is slowly spreading to the world. Right now, this book is in Kansas, Texas, Missouri, California, Washington, and another is on its way to England. If you want one, you can get a free, advanced copy at www.ulfee.com

My goal, my vision, is to have them all filled to overflowing with the names and photos of others. And to see book after book filling up. I kind of stuck myself out on the line by offering the book for free upfront, especially in terms of postage. I absolutely, unconditionally trust that the Universe will retun the favor more than one thousand fold. In my own life, this practice of "sending the Love through my hands for 12 minutes a day, every day" has increased the level of abundance my wife and I have experienced.

When you send Love unconditionally into the Quantum Field, the Universe always responds from an infinite number of sources and directions.

Example: My wife and I were in Target, and I just mentioned to her how incredibly generous the Divine is, and we both agreed and finished our shopping. Then we come home and find a draft from our insurance company saying that they were going to cover the replacement of our roof! We were expecting them to deny coverage because of how old the shingles are, but now we won't have to pay one red cent out of our own pocket to get a brand new roof! This is just one example, there are several other unexpected, miraculous flows of abundance coming our way.

So, back to my point: I will keep sending this books to people upfront, with total trust that people will return with donations to cover the printing of more books! Right now, I have only sent out two in this upfront way of distribution. I am happy, really really REALLY happy, at my core, just for the opportunity to "Transmit the Divine Nectar of Unconditional Love" to all within my book, and all within all books of this Exchange! It feels so wonderful, and I am so incredibly glad to be sticking to it!

Having said all that, I would rather have only ten books in print, and have them all filled up with names and photographs, and have those ten people sending the unconditional Love every day, than have ten thousand books sold and sitting on a shelf collecting dust.

May all beings who are - or will ever be contained within the pages of this Exchange - receive this Universal Love now, in rivers upon rivers of joy, for their highest and greatest good.

Day 64 - this is a beautiful practice

Smiling
I breathe deep
and smile
deeper

Into my cells, heart,
mind
body.

The breath is a river
carrying us to the land of awareness
to the ground of being

Where we laugh and cry in one
ecstatic dance of exhiliration:

WE ARE FREE! WE ARE FREE!

The pain, dramas, suffering, ups and downs, ins and outs
all of it:

ILLUSIONS.

On this ground of being
We see the body and all objects in the world
as dream images
appearing for awhile, floating on the ocean,
then melting once again:

INTO FREEDOM.

The freedom of oneness
of joy sweeter than the most divine nectar
these mortal lips

Could

Ever

Taste.

Day 64 - The Love is flowing like a river

~Sent the Healing Life-Force Energy~
The longer sessions on Saturday and Sunday has really deepened my consciousness and my commitment to this process. I woke this morning, and channeled the Energy, and then just now I did a 20 minute session, and it felt really beautiful. I had a long morning of lawyering to do this morning, which turned out well. Over the weekend, I kept sending Reiki forward through time, to the judge, prosecutor, my client, and myself. My client was scared out of his wits.

(It is one thing to pray - and quite another thing to channel Universal Life Force Energy into those prayers. I think prayer is energy, at its core. )

And the whole thing went really smooth. We had a conference with the judge and all the lawyers, and there was a lot of joking and laughing and mulling over cases. I witnessed myself being there the whole time, and felt on the inside like a fish out of water, while on the outside I was laughing and enjoying the funny stories. Nevertheless, I know that my beingness transcends anything I do for a living. I am grateful to have played my part in helping my client avoid any further trips to the pokey.

Although I am a lawyer by trade, I am an Energy Therapist by heart. I am a Divine Lover, one who communes ecstatically with the Divine, and then extends that sweet, genuine, beautiful Energy to all contained in this Exchange and beyond.

Day 63 - another long session

I am endlessly, deeply, without-limit grateful to have sent the Universal Love through my hands again today for a longer session. About 30 minutes I think. I sunk into a very deep state of meditation, and I could feel my hands vibrating with joy and light. This Energy is still humming in my hands as I type. I get to a place where words fail miserably to express the exhilarating, never-ending, ever-new joy I feel when I send the Love. It is something I wouldn't trade for anything in the world. No amount of money, no amount of praise, nothing can take the place of that exquisite feeling of Love flowing through me. All I can do is reach my mind to that Source, to that one Divine Source, whom some call God, others call Goddess, and others call Nirvana - and say THANK YOU! I am blessed beyond belief for this opportunity to send this healing Energy to others. It is my privilege, my honor, my life's mission, my passion, and my joy.

Toward the end of my long Love-Transmission today, I caught a glimpse of Christine, myself, and our daughter Amelie walking off the airplane in Kansas City - after we made it home. Light is beaming off of us. We are smiling, happy, so filled with joy. We made it! I sent Energy and Love to that moment of making it home, again, with our third internationally adopted child. First, Guatemala. Second, India. Now, Ethiopia. The Divine must love me so much to bless me with such a diverse and beautiful family. If I could have looked ahead 12 years ago, I couldn't even conceive of what my life looks like now.

My ear is still ringing. That's okay. For the past week, I have battled feelings of melancholy, sadness, mainly from being sick with an ear infection and cold. Every day, even when I wasn't feeling good, I sent the Love anyway.

This 12 minutes is my daily anchor to the Divine. 12 minutes a day is a floor, not a ceiling. So I am going to start mixing in longer Love-Transmissions.

My heart is like a strange an exotic flower, aching, bending, stretching open to the sunlight of Love.

Day 63... of... 4,380 days

~Sent the Energy cascading through my hands, mind, and heart~
I am getting back to my routine. I have gotten really good sleep the last few days, yet my ear is still ringing. This infection is very stubborn. This is my fourth day on antibiotics.

This is a beautiful, deeply enriching process of transformation to be a sender, a giver, a channel of unconditional Love for the greatest benefit of others.

Day 62 - Sent the Universal Energy for an hour

This afternoon, I had these feelings of melancholy coming up, so instead of getting upset about it, I did a very long Love-Transmission Meditation. I sent the Love for over an hour. It was really, really wonderful and amazing.

May the highest vibrations of Love flow through me, and through all who place their hands on this book and flood Love, Reiki ,and Universal Energy into all contained within this Exchange!

I am deeply honored and grateful to transmit this Love every day.

Thank YOU!

Day 62 - My Quantum Prayer

I deeply and affirmatively pray and know that all the Love and Energy that I and others pour with joy and ecstasy into this book, and into this Exchange...

will flow into and through the higher selves of all who are contained within its pages -- and into all who will ever be contained here - and flow deeply into and through their cells, atoms, mind, and heart - for their highest and greatest healing, joy, abundance, and good!

I am offering this Love, surrendering this Love, to the highest good of all contained in this Exchange. My goal, I re-affirm to myself, is to crank up the dial of Universal Love in my cells and atoms to such a high level, that my body disappears.

Day 62 - Flowing right along

~~Sat in my bed and channeled the Universal Love~~
For the last two nights, I have slept wonderfully. This morning, I slept till 8, and then went back to my bed a little later and did my Love-Transmission Meditation.

May Universal Love crash with
ecstasy

through my cells,
atoms
thoughts,

leaving me with no
words

to speak.

With no
thoughts

to think.

Completely serene

as the river
bed.

~~

I am deeply honored and grateful to extend this Love every day - this Transcendent, Transpersonal Love - this Love that heals and nurtures - this Love that is unconditional as the Sunlight upon the Earth - this Love that awakens a joy so sublime, so sweet, so ecstatic, that nothing could ever take its place.

It's more than the "I love you" Love between family members, because if we dive into the Love we have for our children, our partners, our friends, we will find that there is no bottom to that well, it just keeps going. It extends to the Universe and beyond. It is Reiki, Chi, Ki - it is the glue that holds the very fabric of this dream of life together.

~~

I am very grateful to continue this simple 12 minutes a day practice of extending Unconditional Love and Energy to others - even through periods of feeling physically run down - even with ear infections and ringing ears and exhaustion - even through periods of not feeling good.

Love flows, despite myself. It flows in, through, and around all the rocks on the riverbed of my consciousness.

Day 61 - Session 2 (144 miles in 48 days - pause)

I just sent the Reiki Energy/Universal Love for another 12 minutes (All smiles)
I am really beginning to feel much better, although my head still hurts from my middle ear infection. We received an updated picture of our nine month old baby girl from Ethiopia, so I printed it out pasted it on another page in my book. This Love, instantly reaches her. With my soul, I know this. I can really feel the Love flowing through my hands - it is such a liberating feeling.

To completely recover from this ear infection, I am taking a break from walking. Tue, Wed, and Thur. was really hard for me. On Thursday it felt like I was a numb blob of ooze walking. So I am going to restart my 144 in 48 perhaps Saturday or Sunday. Right now, I have loud ringing in my right ear, and it is wise to let myself recover.

I love this feeling, this Vibration of Love - humming through my hands, heart, fingers, and mind. I totally believe with all my heart that this Energy is reaching, instantaneously, all the beautiful smiling souls in my book. I offer this Love to their higher selves, to their greatest good, for the highest good of all life on this planet.

This is taking a lot of stamina
Traveling through the gloomy feelings of having a cold and an ear infection, and continuing to do this every day, has taken some stamina. I am only 61 days into a 4,380 day journey. So there is a lot of "hunkering down" I need to do. Every time I send Energy into this Exchange, I instantly realize that Love is timeless, eternal, and wraps all moments in Bliss and Joy. I am only doing this for 12 minutes - and all of them are within this Eternal Now Moment - this is the point of consciousness when we realize that we are not the past, not the future, that we are the Infinite Consciousness inhabiting all moments. All moments are contained in the Eternal Now.

Day 61 of sending the Reiki

~Commune-icated the Reiki Energy~
This morning, I allowed myself to sleep for an extra hour and a half. Which was incredible, by the way. My ear infection is slowly getting better, thanks to the antibiotics. I am feeling so clear and good underneath this balloon in my ear. This is day 3 of no caffeine, and I am lovin' this feeling of clarity in my brain.

So after this great night of sleep, I communicated the Love. It felt really good. I sandwiched the book between my hands, did my deep breathing, and let the Energy loose.

I think I am learning a great lesson in stamina. I can clearly see how traveling, and then catching a bug and feeling awful, can totally interrupt my momentum and routine in doing this every day for 12 years. I am sure I will catch another cold - but it feels nice to have continued this simple practice every day.

Day 60 of Transmitting Love (Day 4 of walking)

Channeled the Reiki/Universal Love
I didn't do it in the morning because I needed extra sleep. I have a severe, monstrous ear infection, and it has gone into my eye. So I slept more this morning, went to Court, then went straight to the doctor. He took one look in my ear and said it looked like an "angry infection." So I took my first antibiotic, and put two drops of antibiotic in my left eye.

Then, I sent the Love into the Exchange. It felt really good, and other than my balloon in my ear, I am feeling good. I can actually feel the Energy flowing through my hands better, partly because I am not taking any caffeine. This is my second day without caffeine, and my quality of sleep last night was amazing, even with my ear hurting.

Walked Three (actually 2.5 - I thought it was 3) Miles foe Euna Lee and Laura Ling, for Iran, for my daughter, and for all with the Universal Life Force Energy Exchange.
This walk was very hard, because the antibiotics and the ear infection made legs and body feel really heavy. But I completed it. My wife wanted me to not walk, but I didn't want to stop my 144 day journey today. I am committed to seeing it through.

144 Miles in 48 days (9 mile marker)

~Did my spiritual 3 mile walk~ (9 miles of 144 completed)
I am grateful to have walked again this morning, and to walk as an act of quantum prayer for others, and to communicate the essence of Universal Love and Reiki to others. It was a much better walk than yesterday. I was feeling awful physically. I still feel a tad bit weak, but I can feel myself beating this cold in short order.

I walk for Euna Lee and Laura Ling ~ I walk for their immediate and safe release.

I walk for the people of Iran ~ I walk with them, holding their hands in spirit, and I walk to shout my quantum prayer to the Universe that they be FREE to choose their own destiny ~ to have their voices heard and honored and acted upon.

I walk for my Ethiopian American daughter Amelie ~ who on July 14 will be my legal daughter ~ I walk for her good health ~ her safe voyage to my arms ~ to our home ~ and for her long and healthy life.

I walk to communicate pure, clear, unconditional Love through my heart and my hands ~ may this Love flow like a waterfall through my eyes, heart, hands ~ and may this Love flow ecstatically to all contained in this Universal Life Force Energy Exchange ~ to this sacred Earth ~ and to all Life everywhere...

May every step I take send a pulse of Light and Love to all.

Day 59 of Love~Reiki Transmissions

~Sent the Universal Love~
I am beginning to feel a little better from this mild bug that I am fighting off. Last night I had a cup of Kava tea, and slept much better. One reason for my improved sleep, is that yesterday I decided to get off caffeine for an indefinite period of time. I have been drinking too much of it. Yesterday morning, I had some caffeine in the early morning, before I decided to quit. So today will be my first full day without it. I am looking forward to improved sleep. Although I could have slept more, I woke up at 6:10 and held the book of growing names and photographs between my hands, breathed deeply, and sent the Love. I still feel a sore throat, but I am feeling better mood wise.

I dreamed that I held my daughter Amelie for the first time. She started laughing in my arms. It was wonderful.