Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Day 86 - hanging in there

Gave the Universal Love
After I drover down 71 highway to the Cass County Missouri Circuit Court for a routine court appearance - I drove back to my office and channeled Universal Divine Love into this Exchange. Imagine that - a lawyer Divine Lover! If my clients only knew... haha. It was a beautiful, warm, heart opening session for sure.

A lot going on
I have a lot of internal stuff going on - I still feel this army of cranky-bots swarming in around my brain like a swarm of flies - yet - there is this incredible feeling, this joy arising. I am being cleaned out by the presence of this Love I am directing through myself and into this Exchange. My soul is smiling big time, because I know that in Love I find my real identity. Love is eternal - crankiness is temporary.

Ego loves passing fancies
Most everything I have done - most all my past projects - all ended up as passing fancies. My ego loves that. The ego loves to sample, taste, try, go on to the next thing, and continue to sample, taste, and try a bunch of other things. But the ego hates commitment. Now that I have sent a huge signal to my internal environment that this is a commitment - my ego is getting rebellious. Whatever! I am going forward with this regardless - and I am calling on all the beautiful masters, poets, and avatars of Love to hang with me in this process. It is uncomfortable, all these feelings and crankiness, but I feel the swell of joy underneath.

Not about me
If I keep this not about me, I am much, much happier!

Giving ten dollars
I donated 10 dollars to www.smallcanbebig.com which is a website where you can give small donations to help struggling families get through hard times. It felt really good, and acted as a boost in prosperity for me.

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