I am feeling a mixture of crankiness and joy - and I have a theory. My ego, the king of all things cranky and irritable, is really beginning to rebel at all this "giving the unconditional Love" stuff, and I am feeling an internal rebellion. Because when I stop and just be, I feel a beautiful clarity, a joy, and an uplifiting of my energy field. So I am cranky and joyous - how bout that? I am feeling so amazing when I give the Love - my hands and heart and being totally open up. Then afterward, once I get back into the normal zone, that lower, egoic part of me, gets all cranky and irritable. Whaaaaa! Whaaaaa! Whaaaaaa! (Smile) Plus I am feeling dizzy lately - don't know what that one's all about.
Three more days till Court!
Yippee! Can't wait. Time seems to stand still. It feels like it should be Thursday but its only Monday. I really hope we sail through Court. Amelie - hold onto yer hat girl - your about to join a strange clan indeed!
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