Sunday, July 12, 2009

Day 70 - onward and upward - let the roots of resolve grow deeper

Sent the Love
I woke up this morning with a feeling of inner quiet, inner solitude, bordering on sadness or melancholy. This is normal. I truly believe that Love is an enormously powerful force, and has a deeply cleansing effect on our minds and bodies. For me, now, this Love I am drawing through my mind and body is going to those places within me and causing a deep, profound healing to occur.

The ego protests the loudest right before the miracle occurs, and also, when the forces of the ego rise to ask us to quit our spiritual pilgrimage, the roots of our resolve to continue are going even deeper.

Continue, I will. I can hear that voice in me, that voice of the ego, that loves to be defeated and then to whine about it, telling me to stop this journey. Stop, I will not. My resolve is growing deeper, and deeper, and deeper.

I am feeling the Love, the Energy, humming and vibrating through my hands on deeper, more profound levels than before. This is really becoming an incredibly powerful process for me.

Amelie, Amelie, Amelie
We will know something Monday or Tuesday about whether we will travel to get her in August, or travel to get her in September, or travel to get her in November. If we have to wait until November, we are going to be very sad, indeed. This is a long day, and tomorrow will be a long, long day waiting for news from Ethiopia.

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