Day 142 - feeling a little blah

Just transmitted the Reiki
I had a good session just now. I felt the Love/Universal Energy flowing through my hands and heart, and I can feel this pit in the bottom of my stomach being enveloped in Love. From the jet-lag, to general feelings of discontent about my day job and some clients I have to represent, to all kinds of old issues that come up, I have been feeling a bit depressed lately. I need to get back to Tweeting more, which was a great source of inspiration for me before we left for Ethiopia. I feel like I need to "up the anty" somehow, shift things around, let-go of a lot of stuff. I want to re-do the ULFEE website, transform it somehow. I keep avoiding looking at it, because I know it needs to transform, always keep transforming, just don't know how just yet.

I am home this morning and early afternoon, then I have to drive to Sugar Creek Missouri to get a ticket amended for my client, then back home.

The main thing I need to do when I am feeling down, is just to keep sending the Love. I found it hard to send the Love this morning, but once I did, it felt really good. Just what I needed. I need to increase the times I send the Love. Do more mantras. More chanting. Pick up the pace of my spiritual development.

I would love to KNOW that the Love/Energy I am sending into this quantum field of life is making a difference, making an impact. I hope and pray that little sprouts of Love/Joy flower from within the minds, hearts, and bodies of all in this book - those that have asked to be in it - and those I have just put in it. I would love to know its received and felt.

I would love to just sit and send the Love all day long, and not have to deal with toxic clients. But, it is my path right now to deal with them - to send THEM Love - and to learn and grow from the experience.