Monday, September 28, 2009

Day 148 of 4,380 days - Feeling GREAT!

Communicated the Love
After getting all 5 kids settled into bed, I plopped on the green chair in the living room and transmitted the Reiki. I couldn't feel my arms. I didn't have a long sleeve shirt on, yet, my arms felt delightfully numb as I felt the Energy flow through my hands like water pouring out of two waterfalls. I took long deep breaths, opening the inside of my heart wide to the Universe of Love with each inhale - relaxing completely with each exhale - and intending and allowing Energy to flow through my openness - through my hands - and into all beings who are within the pages of this book. Universal, Pure, Unconditional Love to you all. I have been so happy today, so definitely happy. This is because I have asked myself powerful, abundant, soul-inspiring, reflective questions today, like "What makes me so wealthy in spirit, mind, and body," or "What and who am I so deeply grateful for?" or "How am I feeling better and better every moment of every day?"

These questions and lots of others have helped me turn the tide from a negative state of mind to a positive one. I have also been keeping open my inner, heart-based smile, and inwardly shining it into the hearts of everyone I meet. This is what I do: I just imagine that there is a "face" on the inside of my chest, and I just smile on the inside. I open it up wide. Then I allow a soft smile on my face, not an overbearing toothy smile, but a nice soft one. Then when I see people on the street, or I stand in front of a judge, or I talk to someone on the phone, I secretly shine it into their heart. It really works. I notice that people automatically send me back a smiling twinkle from their eyes. The inner smile is awesome.

When I got home, Christine had to go to a meeting, and so dinner and five kids fell to me. I held Amelie on the Ergo carrier, and made everyone hot pockets. I spontaneously began singing, explaining in song the story of Amelie's journey to America, and Prasad's journey to America as well. I had a blast, Sorin got annoyed, and all was well! It was really fun.

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