Day 14

Boy, have I been busy at home dealing with what seems like an army of children, but in reality it is only a few kids. I have been feeling really swamped in so many ways. It is day 14 of this new journey, and I am really ecstatic. I have been "Ommmm......ing" into the book, and into this Exchange every day now for 20 minutes at a time. I really feel myself drop down into an ecstatic state of oneness, and I can feel the OM vibrate through the quantum radio antennas of my cells and atoms - to all. It feels really fantastic.

I have also been re-writing the 108 questions that I started this year with. That feels good.

The main challenge for me has been my 9 and 8 year old boys. If one of them is not having a meltdown, the other one is. It's like they take turns with their problems. They are never having problems at the same time. And it also feels like they are shooting a "machine gun" of demands and wants and desires at me all day long. Ratta-tat--tattt--rattta---tatt-tatt. God, it is exhausting. In the meantime, our 1 year old is a dream. She sleeps wonderful, and only has fits when she is tired and wants to go to bed.

The Dog Whisperer guy, Ceasar Millan, had a lot of good advice for dogs, which Christine and I applied to kids today, and it worked really good. His main message is that if you are feeling tense and angry and cranky, the dogs (in this case, kids) will reflect that back to you. So you have to be calm and dominant, totally at ease in your role as "pack leader." We did that, and it really worked. It can be a real challenge to stay calm. A real challenge. Did I say it is a real challenge?

I fell off the wagon as for the juicing goes, but I'll get back on again.

I am so deeply grateful to send the Love every day - so really grateful!!1