Day 30 - Reflections after thirty days

:) Sent the Reiki~Love~Life-Force Energy again :)

It feels like just one day has passed. I look back on the last thirty days, and it feels like no time has passed at all. I experienced some emotional challenges around day 20, but then that little storm cleared up really fast.

Re-affirming my goal

I now re-affirm my goal and purpose for this long-term endeavor: to lose myself in the cascading Flow of Universal Love. Enlightenment. Spiritual Awakening. To serve humanity in the greatest way I can. To tangibly and vibrationally love our Mother Earth. To send Love through the Great Masters of All Religions - into the heart of the Divine.

I feel a calm come over me.

Today, I am feeling a Transcendent Calm come over me. Something very subtle has shifted within my consciousness. I am beginning to realize that nothing at all really matters but my decision to Love with as much abandon and surrender as I can. At the end of my days, it won't matter how much money I have, the things I own - what will matter - in fact the only thing that will matter at all - is how well did I love? Did I step up to the plate and Love with all I have? Did I do my best in giving Love?

Also, I am realizing that my thoughts don't matter too much at all. Millions of them come and go, and none of them really matter at all. Nor do my emotions matter a whole lot. They all are like clouds floating by.

In 12 years, there are 144 months. I have 143 to go.