Monday, June 22, 2009

Day 50 - Feeling fantastic

~~ Sent the Love ~~

I have been reminded of a phrase that came bubbling up from my unconscious mind, "The ego protests the loudest right before the miracle occurs." I am sure I read that somewhere.

It is definitely true for me. The lawyer CLE really made me cranky Thursday and Friday, yet it was much more than that. I felt like I was getting cleaned out, or like the dust of my mind was getting kicked up from all this Universal Energy I have been drawing and running through my mind and body. It is like blowing on a dusty table. All those particles (thoughts and old gunky stuff) flies into the air of consciousness. The trick is to not get afraid of all that - it doesn't last. Just keep running the Energy.

By Saturday and Sunday especially, I am feeling absolutely fantastic. A real high. I am feeling so much joy in giving the Love every day.

Don't know much else to say, except that my awareness is growing by leaps and bounds. My consciousness is transforming in ways I don't quite understand.

I am preparing for a trip to Chicago, and so I am very busy, but will blog as much as possible.

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