170 Days in a row of transmitting the Love/Joy

May I release all of this illusion that I control anything,

that I own anything, that anything belongs to me, that my life belongs to me.

May I surrender this illusion of control at the alter of Love, may I pour my mind out into the stillness beyond time.

I control nothing. I am nothing,

no-thing.

I desire to be empty, totally devoid of desires for me,

for myself,

for all things me.

I have a long way to go, but this desire,

this fire in me,

burns just the same.

Burns away the thought that I control anything.

I am the flow.

Only the flow.

There is no me in the river.

There is only the flow.

Therefore, my goal this day is to give up, completely let-go, become nothing,

not even the air between clouds,

not even the space between the air.

Nothing.

Then the Divine can do with me

as She wishes.

There is no ecstasy greater than

emptiness.