Thursday, I caught a 24 hour flu bug, and that night it felt like I was going to die. Literally. It was the worst fever I have had in a very long time. I have not missed a day, in sending the Love. I was able to wrap my hands around this book and transmit the sacred Energy of Love into all contained within it on Thursday, Day 158, Friday, Day 159, and this morning. I am having a lot of emotional challenges coming up, relating to this pain in my butt - literally - sciatica pain. I have a nerve getting crushed between two discs in my lower back, and it seems to be chronic, i.e., it won't go away. It is always there. The nagging nature of it is starting to catch up to me emotionally. It's not funny anymore. "My sciatica! My sciatica!" Damn, two years ago I didn't know what sciatica was - but I do now, and I am only 42 years young. I think its a manifestation of early childhood trauma, which is something behind a huge fortress in the layers of my mind and body - something it feels like will never heal. But it will. Eventually, all that ails us will heal. I will keep sending the Love, keep receiving the Love, keep communing in the Love every day. Whatever will be, will be. If I have to live with this pain for the rest of my life, I will.
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