Thursday, March 5, 2009

crawling back with a smile

I am crawling back to my blog tonight, feeling like a total transformation of my internal focus has and is taking place. The last challenge got completely derailed before it could even get off the ground. Back pain. Chest cold. More back pain. Chiropractors. Doctors. X-rays. Head cold. Can't breathe out of my nose. Bla. Bla. Bla.

A part of me feels really defeated, like I set this huge challenge, and then flitted away. Another, larger part of myself is swimming down these other currents that feel really joyous and glorious and wonderful.

One thing I keep doing, and that is asking myself the 108 Infinite Beingness Questions, which keeps leading me deeper and deeper into regions and areas of my self that I did not know existed. Deep and weird (in the eyes of some) and joyous and wonderful.

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