First two years (day 2) SESSION

I laid in Liam's bed and held my head between my hands and transmitted Universal Love/Energy back into myself in the first two years of life.

I really felt the Energy moving. I felt my hands tingling, and my body felt waves of Love wash over it. I imagined Love flowing the tip of my little head, down to the bottom of my little feet. Totally wrapped in Light.

I wrapped my little body in Light, in Love, in sacred Reiki Symbols... and I called upon the Divine Powers of Yogananda and all the line of Ancient Great Ones for assistance in bathing this boy in Love and Light and Healing Energy.

There are times when I feel myself take him to my safe space, and I feed him a "bottle" filled with Ancient Life Force Energy... this stuff is the ultimate in healing tonics... It is milky and filled with nutrition: It is Life Force itself. It is pure Love. It can heal any wound, wash away the deepest of terrors, and bring deep peace.

All those moments contained in this one

When I place my hands around my head and send Love deep into my past, it is like every moment for those two years are, are contained within this moment of Self-Love. It is a beautiful thing.

This requires me to expand this moment, make it bigger, wider, larger than my whole life, so that the Love sent into NOW, makes its way to, and saturates every moment of my life THEN, with this Transcendent Energy.

When I was finished today, I placed the OM symbol, and the SHANTI Reiki Symbol around my body, on all sides, and up and down, and wrapped him in blankets of Light.

I then held him in my heart.

There were also good moments - many of them

When bad things happen to children, the shock and trauma of that can drown out all the good moments, but in giving my infant self all this Life-Force/Love, I am realizing that there were many good moments as well.

And I saturate them in Love, too.