First 2 years (Day 3) (SESSION)

Really, really wonderful

From this ETERNAL NOW MOMENT
hovering above time,
and encompassing all moments of time
in Bliss

I now saturate the first two years of my life
with Pure, Clear, Unconditional Love.

I feel so much Energy, so much Joy
overflowing,

and pouring out of me.

That baby boy, that beautiful baby boy
and me,
Are One.

He is me.
I am him.

The Love I wrap in the first two years of my life
I receive now,
deep
deeper
within me.

This is a profound, awesome, magnificent way
to heal myself.

I feel like I am re-writing my entire life,
from the very beginning.

I also bathed my moms womb in Universal Love. I pictured my hands on her womb, and bathing myself in Love. From previous work, I know my mom felt a lot of panic, a lot of despair, a lot of helplessness, from being pregnant with her fifth child in 8 years.

I give you this Light, mom. May you feel this Love, flooding through your belly,
into you and me,
into that time we were one.

Light the Lamp of Thy Love

I sang this song to my infant self, to every moment of his Life:

In my house with Thine own hands light the lamp of Thy Love
Thy transmuting lamp entrancing, wondrous are its rays.

I can't remember the rest, but it is a powerful, ancient trance about transmuting everything dark within us, into light.

I am really sleeping better

The benefits of doing this are absolutely amazing. I am beginning to really sleep, and have this sense of being safe while I sleep. I don't think I have ever really rested, I mean really rested, free from a sense of danger, or panic, terror. This turbulent storm has always been within me, and I have been good at concealing it. I have been frightened all my life, always afraid of danger around every corner, hypervigilent, worried about someone or something coming to get me.

Because of doing this, I am really, truly, genuinely, beginning to feel safe in my body, which makes me cry tears of relief and joy.