Saturday, January 24, 2009

Day 13 - Drinking Creamy Pixie-Mate

I am feeling good today, after a much needed long night of sleep. Sorin and Liam went to their Dad's house this weekend, so we are left with Sky and Andrew. This means nice long sleep and much less work.

Yesterday I was exhausted the entire day. It was hard to keep my eyes open.

Now it is a cold Saturday morning. It is sunny outside, but very chilly.

Last night I used my I-phone to listen to the 108 Infinite Beingness Questions, and I found that it did have a profound impact on my dreams. I might mix in a "delta sleep pattern" of binaural beats to help my mind relax, and then listen to that one tonight. I also listened to it on a very low volume. And so tonight, I may listen at a higher volume.

I am also having lots of thoughts about eating solid food. Christine wants to go to the Indian Palace tonight to eat, and Indian food is a huge, huge temptation for me. If I can survive the Indian restaurant without eating, then I could go a hundred years without solid food. This morning, I also found out that I am losing weight at a much slower pace than before, which means that my weight loss is healthier and more sustainable, which makes me happy. Losing weight too fast isn't good.

My prayer for today:

I will get all the way through this day 13 of my 92 day journey of consuming nothing but raw, blended fruits, vegetables, and soups. I will complete this day. Drawing upon all the higher resources of my mind, body, and spirit, I will get through this day - and in so doing - I will get through the rest of these 92 days. I am committed to this from the core of my being. I am also committed to resting as the infinite joy, peace, and love that I am. I am committed to releasing into the beingness that I am, the beingness that transcends name, thought, form, and emotion. I am committed to my own freedom.

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