Welcome back, Mr. Clarity - Day 10

It is day 10 and I am feeling much more clear, so clear that I really don't know what to do with my insights and perceptions. They are coming in faster than I can really process. I don't really know how many of them are accurate.

Dreams:

My dreams last night were vivid and science-fiction-ist. I had a dream of being in some kind of space-ship that collided with time and space. It wasn't a physical collision, but an energetic one, and there were these weird sparks.... hmm..

I also dreamed that scientists finally figured out that this whole world was a product of mass psychosis. And they came up with these drugs to wake up from only parts of the dream we didn't like, and stay in the parts of the dream we did like. Strange.

My state of consciousness:

I feel like I can almost see my thoughts. They are like flies swarming around in my head, and I can see through the swarm. It is very clear outside this swarm.

I am also witnessing the swarm of thought-flies from that place of clarity outside them. It is really wild. There are so many thousands of them, all swarming in and out so fast. This is a very fascinating observation. I love it.

My juicing:

Last night was not as difficult as the night before. Christine and I stayed up and watched two segments of our adoption video class, and we both scored a 100 percent on both tests. I juiced all day yesterday.

My kids both wanted a green-drink, and I at first said no, then Christine nudged me, and I then made another green blended blast of raw vegetables. Sky and Andrew are both expecting their daily dose of raw vegetables, so that is also keeping me motivated.

The labor part of it all can get a little trying. This morning it took me a half-hour, and I spread the veggies out over the whole kitchen, with no room for Christine to do much but wait. Plus, the blender is really loud. She got upset with me and told me I should grind at night.

So, the labor. Sigh. I will keep at it. This morning I am feeling fantastic. I am BOTH feeling all these thought-flies swarming through my head AND watching them from outside my head at the same time. I like it.

108 Infinite Beingness Questions:

I am also keeping at this one as well. I am going to listen to the questions every night as I fall asleep, and every morning as I wake up, to help soak them into my unconscious mind even more. I am bringing my small cd player home today for that purpose.