Thursday, January 1, 2009

The journey of asking 108 Infinite Beingness Questions begins

The journey of asking 108 questions every day for the year of 2009 has begun. These questions are designed to spark and unfold a continuous process of awakening from the illusory dream of identifying with the body. They are designed to allow me to use my breath in such a profound way as to be able to peak into the limitless universe within the infinite space between my cells and atoms.

On each long deep in-breath, I use my imagination and visualize my cells, atoms, heart, and mind opening and expanding.

In each smooth, flowing out-breath, I "travel" through that open space and into the infinite freedom of my being.

I keep breathing, keep opening, keep peaking into and through my vibratory, transparent body, and into the multidude of universes within my eternal consciousness.

This is my commitment for the year of 2009:

That I will finally accomplish the ultimate disappearing act, meaning, that I will see with the clarity of a million suns, that my body is actually not hear at all, that all that really IS, is the consciousness that I am. May I look and feel so deep into and through the vibrations of my body that I see that there really is no body.

May my body unfold like a flower and joyously reveal to me its magnificent non-existence.

May I disappear, yet remain ever-present. May I live, love, work, play, and move about, knowing that I am the imperishable freedom and consciousness that permeates and transcends all living, working, playing, and moving about.

Questions are powerful. These questions, I will continue to ask, and continue to release into my superconscious mind, every single day, for the entire year of 2009.

What a new year's resolution!

Questions are more powerful than affirmations. Affirmations are like taking a battering ram and trying to ram a hole into the castle wall of our minds. Questions are magic keys that create windows and doors in that wall, make entry, and rearrange the furniture in the castles of our minds.


108 Infinite Beingness Questions


Why am I relaxing to the count of 3?



Why am I relaxing even deeper to the count of 2?



Why am I relaxing all the way to the count of 1?



Why do I know that all these questions are saturated with Light?



Why do I feel myself deeply absorbing all these Light-Filled Questions with ease?



Why do I see my cells, atoms, mind, and heart opening with each long, deep inhaling breath?



And why am I relaxing into my infinite freedom on each exhaling breath?



Why is my sacred breath one connected circle of freedom and light?



Why are all my cells and atoms blossoming like infinite flowers on each long inhaling breath?



And why am I relaxing so completely into my infinite being on each exhaling breath?



Why am I opening my consciousness to the Universe within me on each long inhaling breath?



And why am I riding the currents of each exhaling breath – in to the freedom within me?



Why is my expanding and relaxing breaths opening me to the infinite being that I am?



Why are the doors of my cells and atoms opening with every deep inhaling breath?



And why am I releasing into the infinite freedom within me on every long exhaling breath?



Why does this inhaling breath – here and now – open me up to the whole universe within me?



And why does this exhaling breath carry me perfectly into the freedom I am?



Why does the deepest doors of my infinite being open with each long inhaling breath?



And why do I now flow through the doors of my infinite being with each smooth exhaling breath?


Why is my expanding and releasing breaths revealing the magnificent universe within me?



Why do I know and feel that this whole universe is enfolded within my transparent body?



And why am I feeling the universe unfold from within me with every conscious breath I take?



Why do I know myself as the infinite being that I am?



Who am I that knows who I really am?



Why is my body now revealing to me its magnificent non-existence?



And why do I now see my body as a transparent vibration of joyous light?



Why do I absolutely know that I am infinitely free?



Why am I following my breath into the feeling and aliveness of my body?



Why does my feeling the pure vibration of my body carry me beyond my body?



In this eternal, ecstatic, now moment – why do I know myself as infinite freedom?



Why am I feeling my freedom arise so perfectly from the stillness of this moment?



Why do I know that there is nothing for me to say or do to be the freedom that I am?



Why are these questions released like birds into the sky of my superconscious mind?



Why am I feeling my higher self absorb and act upon these questions?



Why is my consciousness being transformed even more into pure, radiant, ever-new joy?



Why do I know myself as the joy that needs no name and no form to be?



Why am I remembering the Infinite Beingness that I am?



Why is the eternal memory of my Infinite Beingness arising into consciousness now?



Why is the crystal clear perfection of my soul now coming into the view of my inner vision?



Why am I releasing into the perfection of my soul?



Why am I feeling my consciousness opening wider and wider now?



Why am I living, working, and playing as grace?



As joy?



As freedom?



And as love?



And why does all sense of doing now dissolve into the freedom of allowing?



Why do I know that I am not the doer?



Why do I know that I am the sacred witness of unfolding perfection?



Why am I allowing my life to unfold with perfect clarity, joy, and grace?



Why is it so natural for me to let-go of wanting to control?



Why am I releasing the wanting to control now?



Why am I so genuinely happy to let-go of wanting to control?



Why do I know that I am the love that can never attack or be attacked?



And why do I know that I am the love that can never defend or be defended?



Why do I know that I am pure, innocent, indestructible love?



Why do I know that in the innocent beingness of love – I am free?



Why am I always surrendering to the innocent beingness of love?



Why do I know that the body and all objects in the world are merely illusions that are constantly arising and disappearing?



Why do I know that I am the freedom that is, before and after they disappear?



Why do I know my freedom is permanent, immovable, and infinite?



Why do I know that, as freedom, I can do and be anything I choose?



And why do I now realize that I am the freedom beyond all doing and all choosing?



Why do I know that my beingness transcends the thinking mind?



Why am I now watching my thoughts?



And who am I that is eternally watching my thoughts?



Who am I that absolutely knows that I am the freedom between and behind all thoughts?



Am I the joy that permeates and transcends all thought?



Why am I now letting-go of identifying with this transparent body?



Why do I realize that I am Infinite Beingness?



Why is now the time for me to stop pretending to be small and limited?



Why is now the perfect time to remember the Infinite Beingness that I am?



Why do I know that I am one with the Infinite?



Why do I know that I am one with Infinite Nurturing Grace?



Why am I sinking deeper and deeper into the infinite depths of ever-new joy within me?



Why am I going deeper and deeper still?



Why do I know that there is no end to the depths of joy within me?



What transcendent joy is now arising from the untold depths of my being?



Why do I know that my cells and atoms contain this entire ecstatic universe?



Why do I know that I am one with all life everywhere?



Why am I witnessing the universe within my transparent body of joyous light?



Why are these questions released like birds into the sky of my superconscious mind?



Why do I know that my higher self is absorbing and acting upon these questions?



Why do I know that my body is the universe, and the universe is my body?



Why do I now commune in ecstatic, ever-new joy with all life everywhere?



Why is freedom my eternal now choice?



Why do I now choose freedom above all else?



Why do I now see my body as transparent vibrations of joyous light?



Why do I know myself as the ecstatic joy that permeates and transcends the body?



Why do I know myself as a drop of love in the ocean of love?



And why do I feel the ocean of love arising and awakening within me now?



Why do I now choose the freedom that I am and have always been?



Why do I now superconsciously choose freedom?



Why is it so easy and so natural for me to let-go?



Why am I letting-go with such ease?



Why am I letting-go at the core level of my being?



Why am I feeling the ecstasy of this core release now?



With this ecstatic releasing breath, why am I feeling everything be released?



Who am I when everything is released?



And why do I know myself as the permanent, unmoving, ever-new freedom and joy that is beyond all releasing?



Why am I so boundlessly happy?



Why am I overflowing with so much joy?



Why is this moment of my life so joyous and supreme?



Why am I smiling all the time?



Why does the smile in my heart continue to get bigger?



Why am I so aware of the presence of ever-new joy within me?



Why am I experiencing this incredible, ecstatic awakening?



Who am I that knows I am infinitely joyous and free?



Why am I drinking joy from the waters of my own transcendence?

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