Week two recap (day 9 and day 20)

It is now day 9 of an all-raw, blended vegetable and fruit juice journey, and day 20 of a year long journey of practicing the holographic meditation and releasing the 108 Infinite Beingness Questions into my body, heart, mind, and soul. I am finding out, early on, that the two journeys are becoming one journey.

It started out with me making a commitment to ask these 108 questions every day for the year 2009. I started out doing that, and everything went well. Then on Sunday January 11, 2009, with an acid-filled bloated gut, I spontaneously decided to do a 7 day juice fast. I was sick and tired of always feeling full, of being 20 pounds overweight, and of feeling heavy all the time.

As I began to go through the first four days, and after reading about people who drink nothing but juice for 92 days or more, I decided to go the distance. The first week was a dream. I felt clear, light, positive, full of laughter, smiles, joy. I didn’t feel any hunger pains. The level of clarity that I was experiencing was really wonderful.

I am not putting my veggies through a juicer. I am chopping them up, mixing them with apple juice, water, sometimes some soy milk and hemp oil, and then blending them up in a regular blender. I am getting all the fiber and all the juice.

I realize now, how powerful a tool it is to clear out the cells of my body. As I clear out my cells, my consciousness is more receptive to waking up with the release of these 108 questions. This is a combined journey, a two step process of transforming my consciousness:

1. Juice up a storm, and
2. Ask the 108 Infinite Beingness questions and practice the holographic meditation.

It is now week two, and I am beginning to feel more agitated, tired, cranky, and more snappy with those around me. Every day I feel really awesome during the day, and every evening I am beginning to feel more and more tired and cranky. I am hoping that this will pass. I am confident it will.

I am committed to going forward.