Day 20 - Twelve More Minutes

Got up earlier again

On Saturday mornings, we usually covet our opportunity to sleep in. Our two older kids are with their dad this weekend, which makes it a much more relaxing weekend. My brain woke me up at 7:30, when usually I try to sleep until 9 at least.

So I got up and "sent the Love" into the Quantum Field instead.

This time, I had the actual book to hold between my hands. I literally could feel the Energy flowing through me. It was so beautiful. I saw this Love filling and surrounding our home for the whole weekend - I saw this Love filling and surrounding all my loved ones, friends, and family. Words are completely ineffective in communicating the joy I feel.

Each 12 minutes

I am beginning to sense something miraculous and strange about this "12 minutes a day" practice. Each time I place my hands on this book, breathe open my heart to the Universe, and allow Love to flow through me - for 12 minutes - it feels like that 12 minutes is connected to the 12 minutes I spent sending the Love the day before, and the day before. Its kind of like a tube or something.

What it is doing to time

This 12 minute daily practice also seems to be transforming the concept of time for me. Instead of doing this for 12 years - I am doing this for only 12 minutes - and I am only doing it for today. Also, when Love is sent for the 12 magical moments, all moments seem to be bathed in that Love.

The secret of recovering from drug addiction and alcoholism - is "one day at a time." In 12 step groups, they tell people - "all you have to do is make it through just one day." Really, all you have to do is stay sober for one moment! Back in February of 1987, after my last relapse, I really got the whole concept of one day at a time. I decided that it didn't matter how long I stayed sober - all that mattered was the day I was on. Every day, I focused like a laser beam on getting to the end of the day - and it worked. 22 years later, I am still sober.

It's all now

As I communicate Love - I am expanding my consciousness more and more to the timeless dimension of now. As Love is released with carefree abandon through my heart - I am realizing how Love encompasses every moment of time, animates every moment of time, and also transcends every moment of time.

Nothing matters

During each 12 minutes, I feel completely free. It is like I am stepping outside the box of all my dramas and daily struggles. I am so happy to be sending Universal Life-Force Energy through my hands - that nothing else really matters. If I am the only person in the world who ever does this - then I will be ecstatic. This is because I am experiencing my BLISS - following my BLISS - and my happiness is growing and growing. Tears come to my eyes when I feel these clear waters of happiness rising from the soil of my mind and washing over the landscape of my life.

Thank You

I feel so much gratitude, so much thanks - for the simple joy of being alive - for the simple miracle of my breath - for the love of my human family - for the opportunity to give Love to the heightened level that I lose myself in that Love.

To the Divine Heart of the Universe - thank You, thank You, thank You, thank You!