Day 28 - Peebles Reality Show

What happens after I send the Love?

This morning, after I sent the Love for my 12 minutes, I plunged into the mad-rush world of kids and baths and breakfasts and stepping in cat puke and kids who pee in baths and kids who get loud and obnoxious to get attention and one thing after another.... hehe... Sunday mornings are a mad rush because everyone has to get ready for church, and it is a madhouse. Christine and I trade Sunday mornings. On Sunday, she goes to the meditation circle, and the next, I go. This is my Sunday morning to do the baths and breakfasts and all. And I can say, this morning is intense. It is so much labor condensed into such a short period of time.

So this morning, I have been "watching" everything like I am watching some kind of reality show on television. It is a very full, overflowing, stressful, beautiful, comical drama. And I witness my son Andrew slowly getting under my skin. He was sitting on the stool for going number 1 in the bathwater, and for breaking a piece of wood off his desk. He kept talking and talking, and then he started "drumming" on the chair - getting louder and louder - and it was like a battle of the wills. Him trying to annoy me - and me trying to pretend like I am not getting annoyed. Then he lied and said he had to go to the bathroom, and slowly, my will to remain calm starts to wither. But I am doing my beast to hold fast.

So what happens after I send the Love?

My goal is to remain in the blissful state after each session is over. To feel the Love cascading through my hands while my feet hurt, while my back aches from giving baths, while I am getting bombarded from all sides with kids and questions and sometimes constant whining.

My goal is to stay in a centered state of "smiling calm." Not there yet - but I am on my way for sure.

Hahahaaaa.... I have to just laugh. This is hysterical. My life. It is all such a comedy. I truly believe that, when it is all over, we will watch our lives while eating cosmic popcorn, and laugh our souls off!

Anyway - back to the point. I am re-checking with myself here. Reach into heaven with my breath. Open the gates - let the Energy flow. Good.

I won that battle of wills

At the end of this post, Andrew finally got quiet and realized who is the parent and who is the child. Whew... Glad that one is over. Now I can get off and get moving...

Back to the Peebles Comedy Hour....