Letter to Daniel on May 4, 2021 - Day 4,380

Dear 54 Year Old Bald-Headed-Lost-in-Divine-Love-Daniel,

Hey man, how is it going 12 years into the future? I am writing you this letter from May 7, 2009. As you know, I just decided to make a 12 year absolute commitment to awakening Love-Consciousness, to channel Love through my hands, into this Exchange, into Life, for 12 minutes at a time, for 4,380 days in a row!

Some strange sense of calm has come over me at day 4. Will this continue?

What challenges do I face?

What are you (we) like? Our consciousness?

What about our family? Christine? Our kids? Andrew? Sky? Liam? Sorin? Amelie?

What is the world like? Who is president?

Did we make it past the end of the world that supposedly will happen in 2012?

What kind of computer are you typing on?

Does Twitter still exist?

Can you check your email with your thoughts?

Are their flying cars?

Are you alive? Did you live to age 54?

It feels like I am throwing myself in a raging river, and saying "Love, take me where you will. I completely give myself to you." It is frightening and liberating at the same time. I feel a sense of trepidation and a sense of delight.

I know, I know... part of me thinks it is crazy to start a 12 year journey... I mean, why 12 years? And... aren't you setting the bar too high? Setting yourself up to fail? What happens when you get bored with this and move on to something else? Won't you will feel bad about yourself then? I mean, what a mammoth resolution. Most people can't make it through one month, let alone 12 years! My God, are you insane for trying? This is going to take discipline, man! Fear, fear, fear.

But I really feel and know that I can, and that I will, succeed in this practice, this adventure. I will make it 4,380 days in a row - because you are reading these words, right?

Right?

Keeping it simple helps: Every day, I am going to set aside 12 minutes of my day and breathe my heart open to the Ocean of Love and flood it unconditionally through my hands and into everyone who will ever be contained within the Universal Life-Force Energy Exchange, and I will do so for the greatest healing benefit of all life. Simple, but I know it won't be easy to go 4,380 days in a row, so here is my question for you, Mr. Future:

What qualities did I need to develop in myself in order to make it to you?

Looking forward to the next 12 years, I am gaining a sense of vision. It is almost like I can chant one long Ohhhhmmmmmm, and during that Ohhhmmmm, I can see the whole 12 years float by like a dream.

I am gaining a sense that this entire life is but a fleeting dream. I can see this 12 years go by in a flash of an instant, and here I am, the 54 year old who succeeded in losing himself in Love for 12 minutes a day for the last 12 years. Wow...

I will accept nothing less
than complete madness in Love.

I will accept nothing less
than complete disappearance into
the Consciousness of Love.

I will accept nothing less
than the complete awakening in Love.

I demand this of myself.

There is something about making this a commitment that stirs a freedom within me. I have always known, ever since I was 8 or 9 years old, that I was here on this planet, at this time, for one purpose and one purpose only:

Love!

I am rambling here - I know that there is a Quantum Outcome in which you did make it - in which you succeeded in doing this. And I can almost close my eyes, and in a flash, open them and I am you. With Love, I can shift into that dimension, that future space in which I see and feel you.

I am you - and you are me.

Anyway, I may write to you some more in the future. For now, let me just say that I am feeling a freshness, a calmness, a joy that is ever-new. My eyes are open. My heart is open.

Let me take just one more step.

I am sending you Love NOW... and I can feel your Love flooding back to me NOW!

Maybe that is the secret: It's ALL NOW. Every second of this next 12 years is just one ETERNAL NOW MOMENT, gone forever, and eternally remaining.

Daniel Sky Peebles
May 7, 2009

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