Day 4 - THIS IS A 12 YEAR COMMITMENT

On my drive home this afternoon, as my 2008 Hyundai Sonata scooted along K-10 from Kansas City to Lawrence, I was breathing and feeling Love pour through me, and I made a powerful decision.

Thinking about this idea of commitment, I decided to turn this into a Marathon.

It's funny, really. It is like starting out running a marathon race, and you are about 4 miles into the run, and someone makes an announcement: We are changing the rules. This is a thousand mile race!

Ha.

That is how I feel, but in a wonderful, really blissed-out way.

Dear Universe,

For the next 12 straight years, every single day, for at least 12 minutes at a time, I will channel/send/communicate/transmit Universal Love through my atoms, cells, heart, mind, and hands - and into all who are now, or will ever be contained within this Universal Life-Force Energy Exchange - and I do so for the highest and greatest good of this Earth and all of life.

More simply: I will lose myself in Love for 12 minutes a day, every single day, for 12 straight years. If I miss a day - I must start over! Eeeech.

One major rule: This has to be 12 minutes that I set aside completely for this purpose, NOT while doing anything else. I can chant, tone, breathe, and do anything that involves transmitting Love through my heart and hands and into this ULFEE.

Signed,
Daniel Sky Peebles


A lot goes through my mind


Being a person obsessed with numbers...

1. 12 years is 4,380 days (4,376 days left!)

2. Sending Reiki/Love into this Exchange for 12 minutes at a time, comes to 52,560 minutes of sending Love. Them-thars a lot-a-minutes!

3. My youngest, Amelie, will be a teenager (maybe)

4. My second youngest son, Sky, will be 19 years old. (Oh my God!)

5. My second oldest, Andrew, will be 21 years old. (Wow!)

6. Liam will be 24....ooohhh.

7. Sorin will be 29 years of age! oh... wow!

8. I will be 54 and probably completely bald. (Maybe all that Love pouring through me will scorch all the hair off my head.

9. Christine will be 53.5 years of age.


A little unsettling, thinking ahead 12 years


What will we be doing?

Where will we be?

Will I still be alive? ( I have to eat a lot more brown rice)

Will those I love still be alive?

What will be the state of my consciousness?

Will I still be driving from court to court, representing DUI clients and other traffic offenders?

How many pieces of fake soy-cheese will I eat in 12 years time? (just ate one! mmmm)


Fears

I guess the biggest fear, I guess, is the fear of the unknown.



I am committed to the FLOW of ECSTATIC, UNIVERSAL, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE through me. From commitment flowers the gift of freedom.


I have always, always known that this life, for me, is Love-School. This is my 4th day of 1st grade!

I will stay focused. I will stay committed. I will not flinch.

I will laugh. I will cry. I will feel pain. I will feel joy.

I will send Love into this Exchange for 12 minutes a day, every day, for the next 12 straight years!

And on the 1st day past 12 years.... I will keep going.