Day 5

I think it was Anthony Robbins that said "we OVERESTIMATE what we can accomplish in the short-term and UNDERESTIMATE what we can accomplish in the long-term."

This 12 year journey of mine, is my galliant attempt to make a contribution to the quality of life on this planet by extending LOVE into the hearts and minds of others, and extending LOVE into the Quantum Field.

No Love, ever given, is ever wasted. It goes into the Quantum Field of the Universe to dance with God and create miracles that we may never see.

Today

I sat in my green chair, next to a picture of a Spritual Avatar of Love, and I channeled the Love. I had this image in my mind of standing on a Mesa, or a high cliff, somewhere in the Southwest. 

I am a Native American. I have my spear in my hand. This is no ordinary spear, for it is not for hunting game. It is not for killing. It is for loving. This is my Spear of Love.

I am doing some kind of dance to seduce the Gods. The sky is clear. I feel like I can see forever. My legs are strong. I feel like I can run faster than the wind. I feel the powers of wind, water, air, fire, and Spirit all commingling and dancing together within my belly, pumping through my veins. I almost feel invincible!

With all my strength, I launch my spear into the sky. I launch my spear into Heaven in a statement that says: 

I demand to know LOVE! I demand to BE LOVE! I demand to feel LOVE! I demand to lose my very mind in LOVE.

And it punctures the heart  of the Great Spirit, and it begins to rain down on me - tears of the Divine - pouring down on my body. I lay down on the ground, laughing and crying at the same time. The cool, fresh, clear water washing upon me, through me, mixing with my tears of agony and tears of joy - and carrying them off to the same Freedom.

When I use my breath and imagination, and pull my heart up my spine and into the back of my head, I then launch that Love into the Heavens like throwing my spear of Love to pierce the Heart of God. Breathing out, it is like the rain flooding into my body. I give this Love to myself first, and then there is so much, it pours out all around me, into the soil, the air, and all of Life.

We all have this Goldmine of Love within us

When we are sitting alone after our kids are in bed, and we think about their future, laughing a little at the days mishaps, adventures, calamities, and triumphs - and we feel that Love, and it makes us cry - we are tapping into that Goldmine, that Ocean, that Transcendence. If only we could expand our Consciousness to where humanity, ALL HUMANITY AND ALL LIFE is our family.

Purify my intention

To the Divine Love within and all around me,

my most sacred prayer

is that You, as You flood through me like a 

mighty river

will purify this 

riverbed

will purify my

intention.

Always, please always

show me

teach me

that this is about Love

and only

Love.

For 12 minutes each day

let my stories 

disappear

let my irritations 

vanish

let my emotions memories dramas

be very distant

gone

let my body 

evaporate

where only Love

remains.

This is my 

prayer. 

This is my 

mission. 

Nothing less will satisfy 

me

Oh Love

Nothing 

at 

all.