Thursday, May 28, 2009
Day 25 - The inner forces gather
DONE ~ Another 12 minutes of Universal Love into the Quantum Field
Yesterday - whew
I can say that yesterday was hard. I issued a challenge to the inner parts of me that do not want to grow and expand. I directly confronted them, and after that, my head swelled with negative energy, harsh self-criticism, and old blobby feelings that have been there since childhood.
Each 12 minutes is truly cumulative.
Every time I take 12 minutes and reach my heart into all of space, time, and into the Quantum Unified Field of Love with each long in-breath... and allow that Love to pour back through my mind, body, and into this Exchange on each exhale, all that Love is collecting, emassing within my cells.
This causes a bubbling, a boiling, and causes old gunky stuff in me to come up and be released. No matter what happens, I will witness and forgive myself always.
Keep coming back - it works!
This is a phrase in 12 step recovery circles. And I am finding it applicable to this marathon I have started. I just "sent the Love" again for 12 minutes, and I am finding that it is a safe, beautiful, refreshing place to come back to, regardless of how joyous or painful I may be feeling in the moment.
A cloud of black goo
It felt like a thick, mollases like cloud of goo blasted into my mind yesterday, but I continued to blaze with Love within it. I have an image of myself facing it, but blazing with golden Light all around my body. It never touched me. The Love within us is never touched, harmed, or marred by any experiences in life. It is eternal, and we are eternal.
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